Gonzo Nikki

So I’m Nikki.  I’m an international award winning filmmaker, writer and someone who has procrastinated far too long to do a few things in life.  I am a mother, a ufologist, a rogue anthropologist, an actor, a lover, a warrior, a teacher, a leader, a follower, a hippie, a professional fag hag, a musician, a painter, a vegetarian and a ghetto gourmet chef.  I am a dreamer, a thinker, a creature of habit, a water baby, a Starseed, a conscious co-creator, a nerd, a prom queen, a cuddler, an adventurer, a dog lover, a beach bum, an entrepreneur, a raver, a guru and a vulnerable soul.

I’m always in the process of figuring out who I really am and where I plan to be over the next few days, weeks, months, years, decades….. all I know is that it will involve me being a future expatriate, lots of travel and saving the world.

There are so many things on my to do list and most of them have to do with the wilderness and places in the most far reaches of the world.  I have messages I want to share, people I want to help, things I want to learn, places I want to discover and randomly odd and bizarre things to see.

I believe in myself, the law of attraction, pretty much anything paranormal, cosmic coincidences, soul mates, ancient astronaut theory, alternative medicine, renewable energy, reincarnation, Starseed missions, psychic abilities, time travel, quantum physics, rebellion, individuality, meditation, yoga, ayahuasca and that each of us has pieces of ourselves all over the world and it’s our job to find them and we’re never complete until we go looking.

I don’t believe in or have faith in organized religion, suppression of people, mind control, corporate greed, oil dependency, whaling, immunizations, world governments, most forms of Western medicine, pharmaceutical companies are just trying to help, genetically modified foods, the media, female circumcision, the sex trade industry, manufactured narcotics, the exploitation of women, inequality of humans, but most importantly I don’t believe that reality is all we have been told that it is.

My whole life has been a journey and I am on the adventure of a lifetime.  Whether it’s perceived as good or bad, I’m going to do what I want to do god dammit!  I intend to see the world.  I plan on discovering the most obscure and strange places on our planet and others if given the opportunity when it comes,  and of course taking in the most spiritual, sacred sites,  that have taught the most sage gurus a thing or two. Along the way I’ll break a few hearts, make others happy, make some enemies and gain some fans, and more than anything I’ll be discovering what it is that so many are missing about life.  What are we doing here anyway and what is our purpose?

My blog covers the random thoughts I have, my adventures, epiphanies, bitching, first hand experiences, videos, music, ideas, thoughts, observations, and probably a lot of other nonsense and if you like it, I’m glad to have you onboard, if not, go read something else.